Three little words.♥
The three little words, so short yet so meaningful. Those three little words, not long but can melt anyone's heart. This three little words - I love you. You tell me these three little words all the time, to others, it may not mean much after saying it for too many times, but for me, my heart still skips a beat whenever you say those words to me...
I had a fun filled day today with my baby boy.♥ He got me up at an ungodly hour to drag me to the beach. When i say ungodly hour, it really is ungodly. 3am in the bloody morning. I need my beauty sleep. Turns out, he wanted to watch the sunrise with me. I was half awake being drag around by him. Like a zombie..OH! Did you guys see the zombie dance in SHINee's 'Why So Serious' song? Go check it out.;) Didn't even manage to take any photos but the sunrise was breathtaking.
Although i don't remember what we did, i still remember clearly those words you told me. "We started on 25/10/11, i still remember i got rejected twice before you accepted me. I won't ever regret my decision of not giving up, even though all my friends were telling me to. You were the best thing that ever happened to me. You were like a broken piece of glass, never trusting anyone but hiding all your sadness behind a facade. I'm really happy you gave me this chance to fix you and i'm so glad you did, because the smile i see on your face every time absolutely takes my breath away. I had so many dreams about you and me. Even though we're not in a fairy tale i'm not a prince and neither are you a princess... But in our own little world, you'll forever be my princess and this story of ours will be our fairy tale. I love you, no matter what happens and i'll always be by your side through all the thick and thin." ♥
Isn't that the sweetest? You never once failed to surprised me with your speeches. We started of on 25/10/11, it's gonna be our 1 year and 7 months this coming 25 June and i absolutely can't wait. Because it's another month we've spent together and another month of memories. Thank you is all i can say to you. For doing all these things for me, fixing me, making me trust people again and being cheerful again. You're like my prince on a white horse, saving me from all the misery. I know it sounds clique but i got no other way to describe it. Hehe. I love you, baby. And i'm sure our story will have a happy ending.♥
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| Friday at NV arts night with my best friend, Gladys(one in green). |
Chapter 6
Another update today guys.:) YAYYYY. It's already June, this year has been passing by even faster compared to last year. This week, I'm having my MST. Barely have time to do other things. Keep on studying and studying. I'm going mad from studying.): To be honest, I keep thinking about how I should've went to join cheerleading. But on second thought, I'm so bloody lazy. /sobs/ I just don't feel like moving at all. Wanna just laze on my bed and let life move on. HAHAHAHA. Gosh, I sound like a lazy ass.(which I won't deny, but let's just keep it between us) Anyway, gotta get this ass up and studying. See you guys soon and enjoy chapter 6 of 2013.xx I hope June gets better, give me more adventures, god.;) 
You came to stay
I feel tired. I feel suffocated, like I can't breathe, like I wanna die, even though I'm breathing like any normal person. I feel alone, even though I have so many people around me. I feel like crying. I feel like breaking down. Why do I feel this way? Because I've been strong for too long. It's been long since I've moments like this. Just out of the blue, my mind starts to wander off, thinking about things. Now I feel like crying so badly but no tears are coming out. I feel breakable, vulnerable. I want someone to protect me, I want someone to tell me they'll always be there for me. I'm tired, so so tired of broken promises, unfulfilled promises, being alone, and faking smiles. I just feel so...suffocated. Those were my past.
But you came into my life, as a savior - my savior. You came and pulled me out of my darkness. Came and brighten up my life. Came and fulfill all the promises you made me. Came and build my trust for people back little by little. Even though it took a long time, you had the patience to fix it back together like a puzzle slowly. Came as a new friend but staying in my life permanently and never leaving. You were always there, when I needed someone to talk to, cry to, and laugh to. You never really did anything, because you know i need nothing else but just someone staying by my side when i ramble and bawl.
I know I never say it enough but I treasure your existence in my life so much. You begin creeping into my heart and stayed there, never planning to leave. I fell in love with you. That's the start of our love story and we'll be creating more memories together. Thank you for everything, my savior.
Name: Jacqueline Yong.
I don't usually update, only during my free time. I get tired of things easily so don't expect me to come everyday to update this. I would appreciate if you guys just read my blog quietly without making any hateul comments. Cause i bite, hard.
Travel to England. 
